lonely forever

did i did wrong. i only want say sorry to him only. but he will not forgive me,will i be lonely forever, alone,on one to comfort me if i cry, onebody loves me,always alone in a quiet box,hmm,if i could be wit him forever , will he give me happiness or sadness, i dont want to lose him when we were together,now his lose of my sight, never ever forever mine , y,y did i make him jelouse or i broke his heart, i wish he could be wit me forever , but he maybe taken in a few weeks time, my friends always called me to break up wit him but i dont want to i didn`t listen to them now its too late my heart has cut every deep now , i though i was the most lucky one in the world for being having a best bf , but it was a dream , it cant be true, i wanted to wake up soon but i couldnot every thing seems real but its a sad real love story , i thought i could marry him but i couldn`t do it , i am so scared of stuck inside the dark and lonely box,no one was in ,it so quiet , i gusse all the girls do have this dream , but i wish everyone in the earth will keep this thing as a dream.