lonely forever part 3

will he be mine forever, now i know the pain of jealous.when i sees him and his friends talking to each other i got a bit angry , was i wrong of making him sad, if i be wit him forever will he hurt alot. i think i went to a wrong path, should i continue , he said there were 4 things about me that he want to break up wit me , when i will be his forever maybe not any more. he is taken, i wanted to try my best to make him not to be jealous, but i cant . i am thinking of him now , i love but i dont know does he , my exam has come , i so scared of i will lost him.