him is love to me

from the day that love him till now , i have not given up on him , but he did . he had broke my heart for so many day but i he didnt realised . i wan him to love me and not lie to me

but i all started like this . his so called second girlfren , talk to me on facebook , she told me that he had two gurlfrends , i dunno who is lying . i wan to know the truth , i cried and cried i even tried to kill my self wif a ruler , i didnt have his love wif me , he didnt ask me why i cut myslef . till i showed him , he juz ignored and pretend he didnt see it . He doesnt treat me as his gurlfren
then i asked him to explain does he have another gurlfren , he said no .. he dragged it . i knew that he was lying . all i know is that who should i beleive ... her or him . one is my best fren one is my boyfren . if u believe in him , she will get hurt but if i belive in her , he will get hurt ... i juz wan the truth , i wan a future not a past ...

i wan him to love me ... i wan him to be wif him
but his mother doesn`t like me be wif me . so i decided to let him go cuz...
1. his mother
2.his ignore in school
3.he didn`t care about me
4.he treat me as a non living thing , i hurt myslef he didnt care

to him : i dunno who to trust , u or her . but i dunno wat to do sorry

my admirer

HI to the - ur admirer-
are u nat ? my cute little guy ?
if its u ... im happy !!!!!!!
if its not u ... im sad :'(

Nat i love you forever and ever nth can break us up

2th years

mummy its been 2 years liao , i miss u . sorry that i never go to ur funeral ... but i still love you
ur always in my mind but its been 2 years liao ... me n daddy missed the days we been together
i missed the days we went to the beach n play wif kites , talking to each other , how i wish i could rewind and go back to the times, but times flies sooo fast , im goona be 13 liao , u left me when i was 11 , it happen too fast . after u had gone i have soo much pain .
2 years of pain
2 years of bitterness
2 years of misunderstanding
2 years of saddness

i juz wan it to go bak !!!!! i wanna see u n take the time serious
i love u soo much
i have changed liao ... but ur still my mom